Selasa, 02 April 2013

Percuma...

Percuma kalau aku masih syang sama kamu...
Percuma kalau aku masiha ada rasa sama kamu...
Percuma kalau aku masih nyimpen kenangan sama kamu...
Percuma kalau aku masih inget masa lalu sama kamu...
Percuma kalau aku sulit buat lepas sama kamu...
Percuma aku mengharapkan perhatianmu yang dulu lagi...

Percuma..Percuma.....Percuma........

Karena apa? Karena aku sudah janji sama kamu bakalan 'bisa' dapat yang jauh lebih baik dari kamu...
Aku nggak mau dikira munafik atau ingkar janji, bilangnya bisa move on tapi kenyataannya masih sayang...
Jujur sebenernya aku masih sayang sama kamu, tapi janjiku itu yang buat aku bener-bener bisa lepas sama kamu dan aku yakin lama-lama sayangku ke kamu juga bener-bener lepas. Percuma kalau aku tahanin pasti sakit pasti kamu pasti mengabaikannya karena aku bukan siapa - siapa mu lagi :')

Bukan hanya itu, aku juga mau kamu seneng mau kamu bahagia. Tapi bukan sama aku, melainkan sama dia. Dia yang sayang sama kamu, yang peduli sama kamu. Aku cuman penghalang buat kamu bahagia...

Aku kuat cuman buat nepatin janjiku ke kamu. Kalau aku nggak bakalan nangis nggak bakalan kecewa nggak bakalan galau atau ngelakuin hal-hal yang enggak-enggak.Aku mesti inget janjiku itu...

Hmm, *nafas panjang*
Maaf ya kalau selama ini aku belum bisa bikin kamu seneng, yang ada aku cuman bisa bikin kamu susah. maaf ya.. :')

Selamat tanggal 3...

Senin, 01 April 2013

Pahamin aja....

Ya memang sejak hari kamis itu , mimik atau ekpresi wajahku berubah. Sebenernya sih menurutku, aku seperti biasanya.. Tapi kenapa oarang disekitarku selalu bilang aku kok muram lah merengut lah bete lah sedih lah mellow lah galau lah -___- .  Ini beberapa hari dan sudah beberapa orang orang yang ngatain aku dan aku merespon....

Kamis, malam 28/03/2013
'Lapo markemah... meneng ae? Patah hati ta? Lapo patah hati iku, kon putus ta karo......?' -Mbak Kandi
'Nggak, la lapo? Kepo yek' - Itu responku
'Km lapo ma, kok diem ae? patah hati ta?'-Bu de
'Enggak bu de, nggak papa' -Itu responku

Jumat, pagi 29/03/2013
'Waduh.. mbak rima kok pagi-pagi wajahnya merengut' Tante
'Ha-ha-ha iya te, *nggak terlalu peduli, sambil nyuci motor* -_-' Itu responku
Jumat, siang 29/03/2013
'Kamu kenapa mbak rim, kok diem ae?-Dek Kembang
'Gapopo, kepo kan?' Itu responku
Jumat malam 29/03/2013
'Kamu kok lesu seh dek?'-Ibu
'Yo, capek..'Itu responku

Sabtu, pagi 30/03/2013
'Wajahmu kusem...' -Mbah uti
'Hmm...' Itu responku
'Arek iki ngetarani lak galau..'-Timbul
'Sopo ngomong lak aku galau..aku gak galau, lapo galau'-Itu responku

Minggu, malam 31/03/2013
*Curhat ke dek kembang panjang lebar...*
'Oh pantesan , kamis kemaren murung ae. Trus mbak rima pas di ptc yo merengut ae'-Dek Kembang (lagi)
'Loh keliatan ta? Mosok mbang?'-Tanyaku
'Iyo mbak, keliatan... Merengut yak opo gitu'-Dek Kembang

*Nah, dari situ aku mikir ....*
 Keliatan ya emang? Mosok seh? Jadi inget waktu yang bulan Januari kemaren . Ibu tau kalau aku lagi galau.. Dipikir-pikir lagi iya sih emang mimik wajah itu ngeliatin perasaan kita lagi gimana ....

Senin, disekolah 01/04/2013
Nggak usah diceritain deh, pasti anak-anak udah hafal kalau aku lagi galau apa enggak...
Ada. yang bully 'Jomblo..Jomblo..Jomblo...' ? ADA *Awas aja yang ngatain gue jomblo, ati-ati kena karma! Awas ati-ati aja, Waspadalah..WASPADALAH!!!!*
Ada yang bilang 'eman'?Ada.
Ada yang 'Gapercaya'?Ada
Ada yang kaget ? Ada
Ada yang nyalahin aku? Iya

Sebenernya ada juga yang banyak yang bilang rima jadi stress atau apalah gara=gara tingkah lakuku yang gila....
Ada yang bilang 'Rima mari pts kok nggak isok meneng ngene yo? Tambah rame ae -_-'. ADA
Nah, sekarang kalau gue diem dikatain galau melulu, salah. Gue rame , jingkrak-jingkrak nyampek kayak orang gila,salah. Trus gue harus gimanaaa? gimancee?!
Udah deh yaa, pokoknya gitulah...... Kasian,kasian,kasian..Hina,hina,hina...Mati...-__-

Nah yang bikin aku kaget , pas tadi pulang sekolah . Ambil motor diparkiran biasanya aku parkir .
Mas - mas yang biasanya markirin motorku langsung nyelonong ngomong

'LOH MUKANYA KOK SEDIH ? HABIS PUTUS TA?' -Mas parkiran (Gatau namanya)
'ha? enggak mas.. -_-"
'Ya mukanya kayak mellow-mellow giman gitu'
'Ha? enggak lah mas hahahaha.. *padahal mbatin ' leh mas iki kok ero?'

Sebenernya aku nggak galau, cuman lagi kebawa suasana aja....
Ya wajrlah cewek...
Jadi ya dipahami aja....
Nggak usah ngebully yaa...
Wajarin aja lah ya...
Yayayaya.... -___-
Aku nggak akan galau, kan udah janji sama orang nggak boleh galau atau sedih...
Jadi, aku harus nepatin janji kan ya... =))


Sabtu, 16 Februari 2013

Ketika Semua Harus Berakhir

Ketika semuanya harus berakhir
Ketika peluhku tak lagi berarti
Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Telah kuberikan yang mampu kuberi
Namun tak jua puaskan hatimu
Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta
Aku takkan bisa meski tlah kucoba

Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta
Aku takkan bisa meski tlah kucoba
Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta

Jumat, 28 Desember 2012

100 Quotes of love....



1. "My night has become a sunny dawn because of you." - Ibn Abbad

2. "In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities." -Janos Arnay

3. "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." -Aristotle

4. "Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me." -Sarah Bernhardt

5. "I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you." -Roy Croft

6. "Thou art to me a delicious torment." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

7. "I love her and that's the beginning of everything." -F. Scott Fitzgerald

8. "Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one." -John Keats

9. "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." -Helen Keller

10. "Make me immortal with a kiss." -Christopher Marlowe

11. "There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." -George Sand

12. "Love is friendship set on fire." -Jeremy Taylor

13. "Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile..." -Unknown

14. "To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed." -Unknown

15. "If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever." -Unknown

16. "Kiss me and you will see stars; love me and I will give them to you." -Unknown

17. "Love is a dream that comes alive when we meet." -Unknown

18. Love is something eternal; the aspect may change, but not the essense." -Vincent van Gogh

19. "Harmony is pure love, for love is a concerto." -Lope de Vega

20. "Here are fruits, flowers, leaves, and branches, And here is my heart which beats only for you." -Paul Verlaine

21. "When a heart finds another, what's a cloud more or less in the sky?" -Wolf and Page

22. "True love begins when nothing is looked for in return." -Antoine De Saint-Exupery

23. "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." -Lao Tzu

24. "True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations: it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart." -Honore de Balzac

25. "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." -Oliver Wendell Holmes

26. "Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." -Elizabeth Browning

27. " When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams." - Dr Suese

28. "So dear I love him that with him, All deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life." - William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

29. 93. "....A simple I love you means more than money...." -Frank Sinatra

30. "How delicious is the winning of a kiss at love's beginning." -Thomas Campbell

31. "One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is Love." -Sophocles

32. "There is no remedy for love but to love more." -Henry David Thoreau

33. "If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever." -Alfred Lord Tennyson

34. "All love is sweet, given or returned." -Percy Bysshe Shelley

35. One million reasons to hate me, one million reasons to love me, pick one... - Unknown

36. "Id rather have bad times with you, then good times with someone else." - Unknown

37. It's the little things you do that makes me love you. - Unknown

38. Truth is, you don't NEED a boyfriend to be happy. But for some reason, some of us think we do. - Unknown

39. A womans heart is a deep ocean full of secrets. - Unknown

40. My lips won't stop talking about you, they tell me they miss your lips more than i do. - Unknown

41. Love is sharing your happiness with your partner and as well the sadness. - Louis Mesa

42. You're in love. That makes you actually kind of boring to people who aren't in love. - Claudia Gray

43. Love makes the time pass. Time makes love pass. - Euripides

44. To live is like love, all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it. - Samuel Butler

45. Love me without fear. Trust me without questioning. Need me without demanding. Want me without restricting. Accept me without change. Desire me without inhibitions. For a love so free...will never fly away - Unknown

46. Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever - Unknown

47. To love someone who does not love you, is like shaking a tree to make the dew drops fall. - Unknown

48. The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. -Mother Teresa.

49. At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet. - Plato

50. Love is not getting, but giving, not a wild dream of pleasure, and madness of desire ... it is goodness, and honor, and peace and pure living. - Henry Van Dyke

51. Love can cure heartbreaks, misfortune, or tragedy. It is the eternal companion. - Unknown

52. I love you not as something private and personal, which is my own, but as something universal and worthy of love which I have found - Henry David Thoreau

53. Put love first. Entertain thoughts that give life And when a thought or resentment, or hurt, or fear comes your way, have another thought that is more powerful - a thought that is love, Mary Manin Morrissey

54. One does not fall into love; one grows into love, and love grows in him/her - Dr. Karl Menninger

55. Love is the master key which opens the gates of happiness - Oliver Wendell Holmes

56. True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly - Jason Jordan

57. The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart. - Josiah G. Holland

58. Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself. - Leo Buscaglia

59. Love is an act of endless forgiveness. A tender look which becomes a habit. - by Peter Ustinov

60. Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away. - Elbert Hubbard

61. The most powerful symptom of love is a tenderness which becomes at times almost insupportable - Victor Hugo

62. In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities - Janos Arany

63. Love withers with predictability; its very essence is surprise and amazement. To make love a prisoner of the mundane is to take its passion and lose it forever - Leo Buscaglia

64. A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears. - Woodrow Wyatt

65. Come live in my heart, and pay no rent - Samuel Lover

66. A goal, a love and a dream give you total control over your body and your life. - John Wayne Schlatter

67. The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss. - Unknown

68. Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low. - Henry Ward Beecher

69. Since love grows within you, so beauty grows. For love is the beauty of the soul. - St. Augustine

70. What the heart gives away is never gone ... It is kept in the hearts of others. - Robin St. John

71. Paradise is always where love dwells - Jean Paul F. Richter

72. Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within the reach of every hand. - Mother Teresa

73. Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free....
Will never fly away. - Dick Sutphen

74. If I know what love is, It is because of you. - Herman Hesse

75. You may only be one person to the world. But you may also be the world to one person. - Anonymous

76. The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love. - Hubert Humprey

77. True love doesn't have a happy ending: True love doesn't have an ending. - Anonymous

78. Love is not a matter of counting the years... But making the years count. - Michelle St. Amand

79. Only love let's us see normal things. In an extraordinary way. - Anonymous

80. Love asks me no questions, And gives me endless support... - William Shakespeare

81. Love is like a rumor, Everyone talks about it, But no one truly knows. - Anonymous

82. Love is like swallowing hot chocolate
Before it has cooled off.
It takes you by surprise at first,
But keeps you warm for a long time. - Anonymous

83. Love is a haunting melody
That I have never mastered
And I fear I never will. - William S. Burroughs

84. A fool in love makes no sense to me.
I only think you are a fool
If you do not love. - Anonymous

85. One word frees us
Of all the weight and pain in life,
That word is Love - Socrates

86. I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart. - Alice Walker

87. Did my heart love till now?
Forswear it sight,
For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night. - Romeo, Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare

88. True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. - Anonymous

89. I love thee, I love but thee
With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old. - Willam Shakespeare

90. Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end. - Anonymous

91. I love you - those three words have my life in them. - Alexandrea to Nicholas III

92. When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out. - Elizabeth Bowen (1899-1973)

93. Soul meets soul on lover's lips. - Percy Bysshe Shelly

94. The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart. - Helen Keller

95. But true love is a durable fire,
In the mind ever burning,
Never sick, never old, never dead,
From itself never turning. - Sir Walter Raleigh

96. You love simply because you cannot help it. - Kim Anderson

97. The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love. - Hubert Humprey

98. Since love grows within you, so beauty grows. For love is the beauty of the soul. - St. Augustine

99. My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never. - Unknown

100. Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage... - Ambrose Bierce

Kamis, 01 November 2012

Aku dan kamu kenal karna perkenalan, akrab karna perhatian

       Awalnya aku menganggap hanya mimpi bisa kenal sama kamu. Kamu adalah seseorang yang membuatku kagum denganmu karena kamu sesuatu cetarrrr membahana.... Hingga suatu saat aku dan kamu dipertemukan di dumay, pertama kali di twitter trus  fb.. Aku dan kamu  kenal sekitar 3 bulan yang lalu, 3 bulan memang bukan waktu yang lama tapi 3 bulan itu aku dan kamu sudah bisa mengenal satu sama lain ...
Aku akan cerita 3 bulan aku dan kamu ( saling kenal)

Bulan pertama : Kamu mengirimkan direct massage ke acc ku , lalu kita lanjutkan lewat mention2an . Tapi karna kamu jarang on twitter , akhirnya pindah ke fb . Nah disitulah aku dan kamu mulai sering bales 'Like'  status atau comment status . Sampai-sampai aku dan kamu comment2an sampai ratusan lebih hihi . Tak lama lagi aku dan kamu sering message2an sampai sekarang . Waktu itu pas bulan puasa, nah aku dan kamu sering saling ngucapin untuk buka puasa dan juga bangunin sahur . Itu bener-bener berkesan banget :') dan nggak lupa kamu ngedit fotomu ada inisial namaku(ʃ⌣ƪ) 

*cerita dicepetin*

Bulan kedua : Sama seperti bulan pertama, kebiasaan comment status, like status , dan message terus berjalan , Nah waktu bulan kedua ini aku udah mulai ngerasa nyaman banget sama kamu dan nggak mau kamu ngilang, sampai - sampai aku khawatir kalau kamu lama balesnya :') . Aku nyaman sama kamu karena kamu dewasa ,perhatian banget, asik. nggak bikin aku bosen/jenuh , kamu baik kece lagi hihi .MOODBOOSTER banget lah kamu itu ♥ *eh 

  Suatu hari kamu pernah ngediemin aku 4hari , cuek sama aku pokoknya bikin aku bete ! benci sama kamu 
! Tapi setelah aku tau alasannya kamu gitu kenapa , aku jadi melting hihi 
Kamu gitu soalnya kamu nggak mau ganggu aku latian band kan?  nggak mau nambahin pikiranku kan? Aaaaa kamu berhasil ngebuat aku kangen banget sama kamu :'D

 *Cepetin lagi* 

Bulan ketiga : Nah , dibulan ketiga ini kamu sering nyepik, kata-kata mu mesti buat meltinh dan kamu sering bikin status yang ada hubungannya sama aku . Cungguh!Cumpah!Enelan!Miapa! aku mulai suka sama kamu dan hampir ada rasa sayang beeeeek-____-    dan blablabla (ʃ⌣ƪ) Ah maluuu......

Aku suka dan sedikit ada sayang kamu bek ,  tapi nggak tau bek aku masih penasaran sm kata-katamu itu yang mesti bikin aku kangen sm kamu bikin aku galau kalau kamu ngilang ..... Apa itu semua bener?

Tapi masuk bulan baru ini bulan keempat rasaku mulai berkurang sama kamu , aku ngerasa nggak pantes kamu gini in , aku ngerasa kamu salah orang bek :'  Tapi aku bener-bener makasi kamu selalu ada buat aku bek (ʃ⌣ƪ) Aku nggak mau terlalu berharap dan nggak mau ngasih kamu harapan... Mangkanya aku nggak pernah ngerespon serius kata-kata yang emh.... sesuatu . Jangan kaget ya aku pernah tanya ke kamu kalau semisalkan aku dan kamu apa masih bisa akrab  kalau kamu atau aku udah punya..... Hmm...... :')
Sekali lagi makasih ya bek sudah ngebuat hari-hariku bewarna... 
Kamu kakak,abang,mas terkece deh {}

Sampai sini aja ceritaku...

Rabu, 29 Agustus 2012

Enggak tau, apa ini ...

Bener-bener enggak tau kenapa hari-hari ini aku sering ngelamun nggak jelas.... Enggak jelas ngelamunin apa dan mikirin apa ... Yang ada cuman diam dan termenung sendiri .... Entah ini karena suasana hati yang lagi mendung atau suasana rumah dan sekolah yang kurang mendukung... Ini bukan Galau, aku enggak tau ini apa, aku enggak tau aku jadi gini , daaan aku enggak tau kenapa aku bisa kayak gini ... 

Biarin apa kata orang yang beranggapan aku aneh , gila , sarap dan apalah ....
Karena aku bener-bener enggak tau aku kenapa ..... Aku juga enggak tau kenapa aku jadi malas makan serasa enggak laper sama sekali gara-gara ini, sampai-sampai dimarahi bapak ibu gara-gara enggak makan. Waktu ngerjain pr juga gitu pas nulis tiba-tiba ngelamun sendiri, bengong sendiri ..... Enggak cuman pas belajar , pas sholat juga gitu jadi sholatnya enggak khusyuk ....
Nggak jelas banget .....

Makasih .....